Feeling as if war, is around the corner.
Current mood: aggravated

Well, yesterday i got my nose repaired at the Frimely park hospital, and managed to sort through the social mess that Aunt sue somehow cooked up - and from what i can tell, what ive managed to sort out - mum had no idea about any of this, and dad had a few clues here and there, by the sounds of things, and the message that came across, the attack now feels like her unleashing her drunken opinion at me of how i should return to daventry, "Sort my life out" which basically means living with my mother again, getting a 9-5 job and sticking with it until death.

Everyone who reads this blog knows about my opinion on this, and they should allready know the answer - not a chance in hell.

Enough, damn well said.

Ive managed to return to college again, and brought myself two new pairs of glasses, a large portion of the cost curtosey of my agency, which was extremely kind upon thier part - and they should be arriving within the week. With my nose fixed and new glasses, i'tl only be a short while before im physicall back to normal.

As for mentally, i think thats going to take a while. I saw two of the assholes today.

The first one rolled past me on the very bike i pole vaulted over during the attack, the one who broke my nose, on the same damn bike, with the same damn hoodie on - he didnt see me, but i saw him - raised my phone, and within minutes i had handed over a full description to the police, then i made the discovery - him and his entire group go to the farnborough college of technology.

The feelings of fear from last week about going to the college had gone, now all i could think was "Right you fuckers, i know where you are now, and so do the police - welcome to shit-street, population, you!" but there is a problem in this - they know where to find me too. Luckily i got myself into a position where i could see them, but they couldnt see me - and managed to get a good long look at them, unfortunatly my camera phone is not the best thing for taking pictures with - and i wasnt going to risk getting closer to risk taking proper photos to hand over to the police.

But now i know they go to the college every day - i know that a conflict is going to come around the corner at some point, one of them is going to recognise me - and when that happens, im quite simply going to let them get the first punch - then im going to pull out my bat, and beat down the first one to touch me, and keep hitting him until his face doesnt even look human any more, and just to make sure of the job after that - im taking the Uushki solution and kicking him in the balls until i see blood running down his trouser leg.

Yeah, im going to enact social darwinism - They must not be alowed to breed.

After all of this, came the walk home from college - and halfway down the street i spotted another one of the group, climing into the side of a blue van i couldnt read the registration plate off (damn lack of glasses) as the van pulled out, he lit a cigarette, took a puff and then looked back to breath out, and saw me and just erupted into fucking laughter as the van pulled off.

Although i understand i cant do anything about these things until i happen, and im trying to holdf bakc the thoughts of doing something drastic - im getting the police involved.

But every time i see them, all i can think is "Right you cunt, im no longer afraid - you think its your right to terrorise me, then i think its my right to remove you from your mortal fucking coil!" which isnt healthy in the slightest, but this should hopefully fade away given a little time.

As for the other subjects in the past blog - basically im running the thoughts of "Wait until lampeter, wait for lampeter wait for lampeter" through my head and just moving forwards, like i always do.

Yes, i know this is a shorter update than i thought i would have written - but for the moment, thats all i can really put from mind to page without shaking in anger.

New on the movie front goes well - and the first of my short movies between me and pete will be arriving on the internet shortly. In the mean time - later ya'lls!

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